Life has been life-ing A Lot lately. After the Christian New Year on April 1st, getting the will to do nearly anything has become increasingly more difficult. Until tonight, I’ve been finally fed up. This last week was almost like I got beaten up. My cycle restarted, the atmosphere just completely shifted, the sex dreams started back up, and I felt very real. I’ve been praying for faith like Mary’s, reminding myself that the battle has already been won and that the enemy has no power of his own, and not to give him even a sliver of mine.
Tonight, while blessing the house, I decided to go outside to bless the girls’ bedroom window since I didn’t want to wake the baby. On the way back inside, I kept seeing flashes of light. The Angels must have been working. The three youngest kids tried their darndest to stay awake super late and stop me from doing what I needed to do. The oldest is alright; he just had the TV up a little too loud while watching YouTube Shorts. Hopefully, that isn’t an issue with sharing the video. The younger three kept trying to think of more things to do, and the baby cried for as long as she could. Which you can hear in the stream, about halfway through, she finally lies down in her bed and goes to sleep. Holy Moly Macaroni!
Not only did things get really rough, but I’d also fallen off from journaling, and my quiet time with YAH… That never makes it better; not having quiet time with YAH. I’ve been getting confirmation that now is the time to push back harder, and that’s what we’re going to do. Every day, but I can only be live and record for the vlog so often. I’m also thinking this month will have a two-part vlog. I’ve been talking out loud more.
Not only is there more talking out loud, but there’s been more recording this month, and I may go ghost the rest of the month to get things edited, although I’ve already gone ghost to record the things. On my other channel, I got the grooming salon laundry done and cleaned my 60-gal tall fish tank that had been neglected with the major change in the way my life functions. The voiceovers aren’t done, but I’ll get those up sometime this week.
I think that is all for now… I’m going to attempt to go to bed and get up early tomorrow for some quiet time with YAH, but I may end up watching silent vloggers until I can’t keep my eyes open anymore, then inevitably roll over on my glasses and awaken to my dogs needing to go outside ( for the umpteenth million time tonight)
Good night, God Bless, and I’ll talk again soon!
,Robin
Capybara Paranormal 