I was awakened by a feeling of ‘ich’ at 3 AM. My upper back hurt so bad that getting up took a minute… Then the dogs needed out… Then came flashes of dead people…Then the baby started fussing… Then I finally fell back asleep. Only to be awakened again at 7 AM by my oldest child being growled at by one of our dogs. Did our dog see something? From that feeling I had when I woke up at 3, I’d say so. It’ll be hard to say unless it happens again. As of right now, the kiddos will be at their dad’s place for the weekend. So I have the house to myself. If there is something lurking around, I will be able to find it in the next couple of days.
For now, I need to clean up work so I can go home, get dinner, and unwind before embarking on any wild chases.
I am getting my gear ready to use again and discovered I never did anything with some extra footage I decided to capture with my night vision cam. Upon reviewing it, nothing stood out. It’s 30 minutes long. Maybe something will stand out to you.
Note: Some audio disturbance when recording the baby in the room, but the fan was on and some bible verses were playing in the background.
Also, I was watching videos in another room with the volume up.
When people drive up or down our street, their headlights make shadows in the house, and there is a mirror in the door behind the playpen.
The cat’s territory is in the bathroom (behind the playpen)
Other than that, there were no other environmental factors to keep in mind.
The week before I wrote this dream down was when I had it.
I was clearing out the rest of the items in the house with soul ties. While cleaning out a closet I didn’t even know was there, I found a colorful Bible case with a tabbed, marked-up Bible, an accompanying notebook, and well-used pens. I never opened the bible or notebook, but I got a feeling of despondency and put it away as I had found it. Then went off to clean elsewhere.
Something to note about my mother is that she is a very private person and doesn’t like much color. Religion, particularly Christianity, is a point of contention for her. I recently found her school transcripts. (in relation to when I had this dream) She always said, when I was around, that she was good at math and got straight a’s al through high school. A handwritten note from my grandmother and her transcript with standardized test scores tells a slightly different story…
I went on a trip with my parents to another city. I had the kids with me, and them. They had their dogs. On the last day of the journey, they had an appointment somewhere in the city, and I stayed back at the ‘hotel’. I was rounding up everyone’s stuff to pack and had questions about what ours was. There were a lot of high-end hair care/ body care products in all the rooms. I called and texted a few times, but no one answered. So I just gathered the things that looked like they had been used. The rooms were all connected like a suite. When I was done packing up, I went exploring through the ‘hotel,’ and there were public pools on the bottom floor… these pools were lined with changing rooms, and then I noticed each changing room had a litter box in it. Suddenly, there were house cats everywhere. Strangely, there was no litter mess or hairballs, considering it’s a tiled pool area. It did really stink, though. There were a lot of people coming and going; everyone complained about the litter box smell, but no one did anything about it. They just kept on coming and going from the public pools. The dressing rooms were always full, with the same blue-and-black towel hanging over the doors.
The dream shifted, and I was back in the room. Almost all my parents’ stuff was gone, as were they. The few items left behind seemed quite expensive. I asked over text and tried calling to see if they’d be back, but there was no answer. So, I gathered their belongings anyway. Haircare products. It’s a 10 and another well-known brand with an iron and comb set that was still on and very hot. While I was waiting for the iron and comb to cool off, I wandered around the suite and discovered baskets of free samples from luxury brands and a digital camera on a monopod. The camera had a flash shaped like a daisy.
The dream shifted again, I was back at my house, but there had been an addition to it that was an upstairs public pool… I’m wondering what’s up with the pools at this point. There were no changing rooms, and people kept coming into the house looking for somewhere to change. There, the dream trailed off into X-rated dreams as if I missed the feeling more than the desire for respect.
[1-20-26 In retrospect, as I’m typing this, the notes I wrote down are making more sense. I had feelings of loneliness, invisibility, being infringed upon, boundaries being crossed, being taken for granted, and a nudge to film it. Lord Jesus has been working on me and making me rest. I’m excited to experience what the future has in store. What is Jesus’ plan?]
The house got blessed today. Then the baby fell asleep. Throughout the livestream, the dogs needed to go outside, and, of course, they waited until I was busy. The blessing was uneventful, activity-wise. All the doors and windows were sealed; the dogs and baby were blessed. I’ll need to pray the Blood of Jesus over the other three kiddos when I pick them up, here in a few hours. Also, possibly doing regular walk-throughs after the kids go to sleep or before they wake up, checking the temperature and EMF fields, particularly in those back bedrooms. I mentioned later in the live stream that those two back bedrooms have been weird since my grandmother passed in 2015. Prior to that instance, there had never been any figures, feelings of being watched, cold spots, whispers, or hearing my name called… This house has been fun since 2015. What a pivotal year!
This was a long-overdue blessing/cleansing. The last one it did was back in August 2025, and it didn’t last very long because I did not do a full rite. Anyway, this is the most recent cleansing, a complete cleansing. And I’ll keep all of you posted on the next advancements. Also, I recorded another dream.
The power was out. The kids were excited and running around with their flashlights and headlamps. A dog, a shaggy-looking lab mix, showed up on the back porch and made its way inside when I let my own dogs in. The lab mix was wearing a blue raincoat/ jacket. A little while later, my ex-husband shows up and notices the dog’s back legs are missing skin and covered in maggots. The back right leg had one big maggot in each vein/artery. The dog had a collar with a name tag shaped like a guitar. It had a name on it, but I couldn’t read it. The dog and our dogs were instant best friends, and the new dog was really good with the kids. The next day, we get it to the vet, and it’s got to have its back legs wrapped for a while. It was missing some bone with the skin, but it would make a complete recovery. It was almost like this dog had been ours this whole time. Then the power came back on.
[1-20-26 When the power was actually out, I remember feeling an actual connection with the kids. We stayed up a little later and played some Uno and Operation. Mr. Emmitt wanted me to read him Bible stories. Since then, I’ve not been so quick to be agitated when the kids need me for something. It seems the dog represented my relationship with my children. As I’m typing this, the Lord is giving me insight into the meaning of this dream. Spiritual growth is happening, and I’m all for it. Growth is bumpy and rough, but so worth it.]
That’s the good news as of late. I’ve been put in a season of rest and growth, and as the Lord is at work, the spiritual attacks are becoming more consistent. The disrupted sleep is getting old. How many times can someone wake up in a sweat during the night?
I’ve been meaning to cleanse and pray over the house. Every time I plan to do something after work or after the kids go to sleep, I end up falling asleep, my mind goes blank, and then I end up doing something else. Pray for me to stick to my guns and not have my brain waves altered by unseen forces. These unclean spirits have got to go!
Along with the season of rest, I’ve been going through the house and removing items with spirit ties. Slowly but surely, it’s getting cleared out and cleaned up. We’ll have to make a day or just cleaning and blessing items, breaking bonds, and tossing cursed things. I want mental clarity back, and in the name of Jesus, I’ll receive it! Not to mention, I’m signed up to start finishing my accounting degree in the spring. Mental clarity would be great for doing schoolwork at home.
There is this sense in my spirit that everything is going to turn around after the new year. It started last year, but things take perfect timing. Now is the next significant shift. Some digital projects have been placed on my heart to work on and complete as I’m fighting through he attacks.
How would you all feel about a live house-blessing?
“Spiritual Attacks- Sifting Out Cursed Items-Live”
In the Bible, we were given every herb bearing seed and every tree bearing fruit for “meat”. All the creatures were given every green herb for meat. (Genesis 1:29-30). Then we became so wicked, mixing and mingling with the sons of God, and making “men of old” and whatnot; God said we would only live for 120 years after that. (Genesis 6:3). Then the flood happened, and God commissioned Noah to build the ark. After the waters receded he told Noah and his family to go forth and repopulate the planet and they have the green herb and “every moving thing that liveth shall be meat for you”, said God. Then he also goes on to say “but flesh with the life thereof, which is the blood thereof shall ye not eat.” (Genesis 9:3-4)
So my feelings about eating meat depend on the “meat” in question? Is it “green herb”, “every moving thing”, or “flesh with the life thereof”?
Green herb- veganism- those that followed this diet lived for 800 years. That’s cool, but we grieved God so much he flooded us out.
“every moving thing”- eating other species on the planet is assumed to make us live for 120 years, which doesn’t grieve God as much. And I like bacon and chicken tenders.
“flesh with the life thereof”- not only is it generally/morally frowned upon, but cannibalism is biblically frowned upon… As well.
During quiet time with my Lord the other day, he brought something to my remembrance. A moment in time that was a huge red flag and part of my awakening. This memory got me to Psalm 56 this morning. I’ve taken a brief hiatus to focus on getting the storefront crafts at least started. The extra sleep has been appreciated as well. I’ve got more designs to get put together and added to the shop.
Things have been tight financially since the summer, and my God is up to something good. Being patient is the hardest part of all of this. The worry keeps knocking and trying to come in.
God is good all the time. Matthew 6:25
Today is a reset and sync calendars day. Let’s see how far we get with two toddlers. Soon to be four children.
This is actually the second attempt to present this evidence. The first time I was sick and fell asleep in my chair before I even got started. It went better than I was anticipating, even with a surprise guest co-host for the first hour or so of it. There was also way more evidence than I thought I had put together.
I asked the Lord yesterday what I should do to get into the right headspace for this presentation. Obviously, prayer and I was inclined to do a day of fasting with one meal after dark. Then on my drive home I was thinking about listening to something. It just seemed like a night for a noisy drive. then Spotify recommended that Monk of The Abbey of Notre Dame- Christmas chants! It just dropped Friday. I cannot tell you all how excited I was. This was the most excited I’ve been about anything in a long time. After Jesus.
I’m a nerd.
This new Christmas album they dropped is lit. Check it out! Also, check out the rest of the livestream.
All of that being said, after presenting the evidence against the traits of the spirits and clinical traits of Narcissitic Personality Disorder, I cannot believe the nerve of this person. They literally said to my face
“I’m not a narcissist. I don’t really fit the traits of that condition. Remember I took abnormal psyche, I know what I’m talking about.”
-The Culprit
If you don’t feel like watching the whole presentation, I’ll give you a synopsis. With a tad more context since its been a while since I shared the testimony.
I was married to one of these people mentioned in 2 Timothy 3 for almost 10 years. Last year, around Father’s Day, I got a feeling in my gut that something was up. That’s when I heard the Lord calling to me. It wasn’t so easy to ignore like it had been before. Pregnant with our fourth child, his self-serving behaviour had become worse than during the previous pregnancies. He had lost his dang mind; if he thought I would remain tolerant of the shoddy behaviour any longer, he is about to become sorely disappointed. The Lord hooked me up. I began recording our interactions and separating myself from his witchcraft. He still seems to be at an absolute loss for what to do; at the same time, he seems to have taken on a different angle. Filling me in on his time with the children as quickly as possible and bailing faster than I have ever seen him move in the entire 10 years we were a “couple”. Claiming “I bet mom’s tired of me being here.”
As irksome as that is, the Lord isn’t letting me fall for it. The Culprit can try to continue his methods. But God is protecting the children’s minds and showing me the way to peace, understanding, and purpose. The enemy loses in the end, and we have been given dominion over them in Jesus’ name.
The Culprit has covertly told me he’s sending me disruptive dreams and illnesses. That he’s monitoring me by “not spying on me”. He’s slyly confessed that he’s performing withcraft on me. The kids and I have been almost constantly sick for the last month or so. We’re finally over whatever it was. That’s just what happens with these types of people. They only care about control and receiving. The Bible warns us about them and tells us to walk away from them. Create some distance and love them from afar. That is precisely what the Lord has been guiding me to do.
That’s it for this post. I’m going to get out of here. I’ll schedule the December livestreams after Thanksgiving. There is one more stream planned for this month, next Saturday at 10 pm. I’m not totally sure what will be going on then, probably just more crafting. Maybe some information on the Spirit of Indifference. I don’t have the Holy Spirit download for that far out.
Talk soon!
,Robin
2 Timothy 3:1-9
1 This know also, that in the last days perilous times shall come .
2 For men shall be lovers of their own selves, covetous, boasters, proud, blasphemers, disobedient to parents, unthankful, unholy,
3 Without natural affection, trucebreakers, false accusers, incontinent, fierce, despisers of those that are good,
4 Traitors, heady, highminded , lovers of pleasures more than lovers of God;
5 Having a form of godliness, but denying the power thereof: from such turn away .
6 For of this sort are they which creep into houses, and lead captive silly women laden with sins, led away with divers lusts,
7 Ever learning , and never able to come to the knowledge of the truth.
8 Now as Jannes and Jambres withstood Moses, so do these also resist the truth: men of corrupt minds, reprobate concerning the faith.
9 But they shall proceed no further * : for their folly shall be manifest unto all men, as theirs also was .
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