This is the handheld camera I used during the livestream for when I had to walk away from the thermal and livestream camera. Nothing exciting, but I didn’t give up and start over (like with the calendar 🙂 )
There was a moment I visibly saw and spoke about in this footage above. The timestamp on the livestream for it is 1:07:00 (I saw it right then and there and pointed it out, but upon review, there is nothing in my livestream footage). There was a weird ‘reflection’ under the boys’ bunk bed when I walked around with the night vision. Also, a spot on the thermal pictures that was colder than the rest of the room and the rest of the wall. That’s an exterior wall that the cameras are facing.
These are the thermal images of the cold spot in the boys’ room. I had the thermal camera set to take a photo every 5 seconds. That’s why there are so many. This is all of the footage from that night that I noticed an anomaly. In the livestream clip, I didn’t see the same anomaly upon review, but it seemed real enough at the time I pointed it out, and the dogs moved around more. Also, the night-vision camera captured an odd dark spot in the same location as the consistently cold spot in the thermal images.
One thing to keep in mind with this investigation is that I’m waking up with Yeshua, and I’ve always had a sensitivity to the spirit realm, seeing and hearing things that are “not there”. The darkness does not like that I’m not asleep anymore, and this is possibly why there is activity in my house. Also, the house still needs to be cleansed again. Maybe Sunday morning before church.
I’ll do a second night sometime this week. It’s another busy week at my day job. Have a blessed week and We’ll talk soon.
April is off to a great start so far. The kids are off for spring break and absolutely ecstatic to stay with mom! Which, honestly, is a nice change. I’ll get to have them overnight for the whole weekend, and I’ll have a workday (Saturday) with hopefully just myself, so I can get things done faster when I’m not changing diapers and warming up milk and telling the other three to get out of the way of vehicles.
I’m going to give this calendar a try this month. I swapped the days around some and made it more cycle-friendly. Also, happy actual new year! Because the new year is when spring starts, not in the dead of winter, it’s not natural; the enemy has no flow. Also, a hominid rabbit laying colorful eggs sounds like a mythological creature and false idol… do with that thought what you want, but I’m not setting up anything of the sort in or around my house. The kids have some treats… but this time of year is about what Jesus did for us, because of us, and continues to do to this day. Bearing the load of our sins so we can obtain salvation. No matter how many times we fall, as long as we keep getting up, we have a chance to be redeemed in the final phase of existence.
All that matters right now is that we all start getting right with Him, do the shadow work to heal, get close to Him, and hunker down…
I am so behind on getting daily readings recorded that I’m just going to start new. There is a whole year to read what I didn’t get to in this Gregorian calendar year yet.
Here goes:
Ethiopian Bible in English
Isaiah 66:10-24
Genesis 49:33-50:26
Proverbs 31:8-31
Word of the Day! Offal: Entrails or internal organs of animals used as food.
Tonight is the first night of surveilling the kids’ rooms while they are at home. They still have not begun sleeping in their rooms. The house is a total mess, I’m currently bleeding, and it’s a full moon, a house cleansing is due as the kids have been getting increasingly more emotional. Also, I got home at 10 PM tonight. Pray something shows up so I can figure out what exactly to kick out…
This started around MST 12:45AM~ and I think I’ll run it for a couple of hours. Every so often, I’ll get up and walk around with my handheld night vision camera.
1:50 AM: My dog and I heard a box rustling, and we walked around, through the kitchen. That’s where it sounded like it was at. My other dog was in the dining room, and it may have been him messing with a cardboard box. Nothing came of the walk around this time.
2:05AM: Thought I saw something move in the illuminated closet behind my dog speckles. Something to review now. Also interesting to note, Speckles sniffed around and sat in the doorway for a little while.
2:15AM: There is definitely a much cooler spot in the bedroom than the rest of the room. Right behind the bedroom door. I’ve moved the thermal camera further into the room. And moved the vlog camera further into the hallway, so maybe the IR light will help it see.
3:00AM: Made one more cup of coffee and am letting the livestream run a little longer. I’ll do one more walk around before I lie down for the night. So far, a couple of instances, but nothing wild. And that’s ok.
3:15AM: I’m finally feeling tired and like I need to lie down. I might just go take a catnap. and come back before the kids wake up… I could let this run without me out here. Sometimes, if there’s a spirit that doesn’t want to leave, they’ll pop their head out when there is no one around anymore. Maybe I’m daunting… LOL. I’m going to take that catnap. BRB.
4:39AM: I went ahead and shut everything down. The live is processing, and I will get the images reviewed.
So it seems Wednesday night is when I get around to recording and finishing my commentary. I did change a few things for next month’s content schedule. Today was a day to be had. This month seems to be full of those. I’ve been posting deeper, closer to home on Patreon. Also just more indepth notes and commentary on these bible studies.
This weekend, I’m possibly going to get the house blessed, and I’m also possibly going to have the three youngest with me. It’s been a while, and it’ll be nice to spend a whole weekend with them. I also have it off, so I won’t be trying to work and respond to “mom” every fifteen seconds. We can also take our time with errands in town and sit down to have lunch. Then maybe baths (we’ll pick up some fun bath stuff at the mommy store). That whole story would fit better on my other blog.
I think that’s it for now. I’m going to eat something, and maybe shower and do some reading and Jesus Time, then go to bed. Have a wonderful night and we’ll talk soon!
As March is quickly and painfully dragging to a close, I’ve only gotten better at posting blurbs every day, I’m wondering what exactly April is going to be like… February was a blur, and March has been irritating so far. What’s in stock for April? Do I even want the answer to that question?
Work and life seem to be missing the mark when it comes to streamlining. My schedule is getting lighter, as it seems to be time for another round of old dogs crossing the rainbow bridge; my side job is getting neglected because my brain can only handle so much human connection in a day; and the school year is gearing up to come to a close. We’re coming up on spring break, and I might have an older child or two with me over the weekend. I also work this Saturday, but I’ll be off next Saturday, so maybe I can actually sleep in for once, baby and dogs allowing. In the next couple of weeks, I’ll be doing more surveillance and cleaning the house, as well as finally finishing my crafts and loading them onto the store. I also got a thermal imaging camera that I’d like to test out further. Then the fun part of reviewing and editing the footage to share with all of you!
My plan is to have the next Bible study recorded and uploaded by Monday as per the schedule I put out and I don’t remember if I put the schedule on here. I for sure put it on Instagram/Threads… I may have skipped here and Patreon… oops! Here it is!
I have not even recorded the podcast from the 15th, which is on hold. Life is life-ing. The Bible studies, however, are going alright. The next one to go up is Genesis Chapter 3. I decided to do one chapter at a time just to keep the episodes short and manageable for me to put together, since life is life-ing hard. Then, at the end of the month, my goal is to get a DITLO up both on Capybara and Robin Groomz. It’s been a cool minute since one of those has been uploaded. As for the craft night, I’ll move that to Friday/Saturday. Wednesday is rough for me to do anything; it usually ends up with shuttling people around for appointments with awkward amounts of time in between, and none of it at home.
Doing this monthly schedule was a good lesson in how to manage my time and energy and showed me how much of each I actually have throughout the month. I’ll change a few things in April.
Anywho, I’m going to get to working on April’s calendar, typing up the podcast, and planning out how to accomplish the next round of study and content.
I wrote in my journal that I was going to get in the shower and go to bed, but I started a load of laundry and started typing this instead.
Today was a day with multiple doctor appointments and very little breathing room. So maybe staying up a little while longer is a good thing. I want more sleep, but I’m not getting it, and I need to lean completely on Christ. I’m still in training, and things are ramping up. Some thoughts came up that I need to meditate on some more, but they are indicators of what’s to come on this journey with following Christ.
I used to spend a lot of time planning every detail and get disappointed when the day fell apart. Anymore, it’s just reminders of what’s due and a general idea of what might get done that week. I have a running to-do list that also ungulates. My motto is morphing from ‘figure it out/do it yourself’ to ‘Hakuna Matata’, and that is an interesting transition so far. A welcome one, but interesting. Uncomfortable, hella uncomfortable, and much needed. We are called to be childlike and not to worry when we fully follow Jesus.
We have no place to rest our heads when we no longer live in the world. We are outcasts when we no longer follow the world. We are divergent when we no longer follow the world. We are difficult when we no longer follow the world. We stand out when we no longer follow the world. We are hated when we no longer follow the world. We are ridiculed when we no longer follow the world. We see through lies when we no longer follow the world. We are no longer manipulated when we no longer follow the world. The demons cannot “read” us when we no longer follow the world. When we fully relinquish our lives to Adonai and obey his predestined will for our lives, we are no longer of this world.
I was thinking about the previous church I attended, and things haven’t been sitting right since I stopped attending. I’ll need to go back, but not anytime soon. Other parts of the plan I haven’t been shown yet need to play out. Right now, I need to focus on consistency, obedience, and submission when Yahweh speaks to me. Especially in the middle of the night. 3 am prayer calls are still hit-or-miss. My brain still misinterprets it, and I get a snack and get back under the covers. Old habits die hard.
On the calendar I put out at the beginning of March, it said there’d be a podcast, but the momentum changed into journaling more instead of piecing that together anytime soon. Podcasts will come back eventually. Right now, Adonai has me getting my thoughts out more frequently. They tend to build up, creating internal tension. There are a lot of them and a lot of it.
I’m getting the ‘spidey-sense’ this is it for now.
I’m keeping these as short and sweet as I can. There’s not as much time in the day as I felt like there was when Ik put together the content schedule idea. Next week is chapter 3. Steadily, there will be more to comment on. I think there was more last week, but I may have just read faster. Anywho, I’m sitting at work waiting on the first doggies to get dry and wondering if someone I never got confirmation from is going to make it in today. We’ll find out here in a little while.
I got to work at a decently early hour this morning. I had an hour and a half before the work day started. I was also awake at 4:30 am, with so much energy. I did my bible reading and sat in silence with my coffee before leaving the house. The kids were ready in time to get to school, like 10 minutes after the tardy bell, which is stupendous. Now, if only we can get that down for every morning. With Christ, you can do all things according to his will.
Looking back through my journal, I read an old dream I had this year about a ‘Frog In My Nose.” (January 18th, 2026) A recent event clicked in my mind about someone close to me involving alcohol and depression. There was no polyp in my nose, but the issue was like an irritating lump in the family members’ lives (the ones physically near) that they couldn’t quite get to or resolve; subsequently, it burst. leaving a sudden mess to clean up. This is why it’s good to write down your dreams as soon as possible and read back through them periodically. I’m glad I did, or I wouldn’t have paid any attention to this message Yahusha gave me. Albeit a month and a half late. This incident connected to this dream happened on February 17th, 2026 and the dream itself was almost exactly a month before.
That was an interesting little tidbit that was just plopped into my mind while looking for something else. Talk soon!
Upon initial review of this footage, I found nothing to support the eerie feelings I was picking up in my house at this point. The eerie feelings have since subsided, and it is comfortable to walk through the house at night. Prior to recording this footage, I was under spiritual warfare and having difficulty pushing through, but here we are. Thank you, Jesus!
The first recording is a short video of the two times I walked through the house to let my dogs outside and again to get something to drink. Upon reviewing the footage, nothing was out of the ordinary. At the beginning, there is an instance of a toy that looks like a face, but it is just my son’s toy crane as I spun the camera around.
There will be a part two to this review for sure. I had set up two smaller cameras. One in the kitchen and another in the hallway over the kids’ bedroom doors. I’ll need to make time to go sit in their bedrooms and read some scripture. One of these weekends, all the older kids go to their fathers. I’ll have to hash out the next surveillance night. I got a body cam I’m hoping will have the battery life to stay on the whole time. If not, I’ve got a chest mount for my phone. There are details like those I’ll need to hash out, but sometime this month, way late at night, I’ll go live and sit in the kids’ rooms. I don’t know when yet.
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